Monday, November 27, 2006

monday depressions

Sleep:
Some take it for granted but not I
See, I haven't slept in months
I mean really slept
I'll get in bed and fake innocence
Only to get out a few hours later and regognize my despair
Of not sleeping
Of not resting my mind
Of not loving
I'm a creature of habit
And my habit is despair and regret
I wish I could shake
But he creeps up unnoticed
like the many expressions seen on my face
It's not a correlation to you, but to me
Cuz I'm so depressed with these activities
And these non-activities
That set me free
But only for a little while
And sooner or later I'll be back here
In my regret, in my despair
Searching for you.

I hope I find you soon
Another weekend alone will be miserble
And intolerable

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